You can literally get sex anywhere….
And if you are unfortunate enough to be too ugly to get sex easily,
Then you can just go pay for it.
Sex, is not hard to come by these days.
Love making….no to that as well.
Making love is never an issue,
I love everyone, so no matter who I sleep with,
I love….
But making love to someone comes with a lot of “other” stuff,
And I am not ready for that.
What I do want is very specific,
And yet it is hard to truly explain with words.
It has to be felt.
I will settle for nothing less.
It’s authentic and magical.
It is so much more than sex, or love.
It’s this……
What I want is…..
What I want is someone to do weird things with,
Possibly while naked.
I want someone that wants to cuddle for hours.
But not kiss,
I want someone that wants to kiss for hours,
But not have sex.
I want more….
I want someone that tells me their secrets.
With no shame.
I want them to feel at ease in my company.
And yet feel out of control because they just want to kiss me
I want dancing in the rain, and brownies at midnight.
Possibly naked?!?!
I want more…
I want a sunrise, a nap and a sunset,
All in one day.
I want their mind on my body
Seducing me with their thoughts.
I want to hear about their dreams,
While feeling open to share my own.
I want adventure, and magic.
Music and art.
I want more…..
I want to lay my head on their chest,
And listen to the beat.
I want to connect
But not just sexually.
I want connection at a soul level,
Something raw and authentic.
I want them to take me rough and deep,
But with a gentle and soft soul.
I want more….
I want arms that feel strong and safe,
Attached to a man that doesn’t think emotions are weak.
I want balance in each moment.
Beautiful chaos finding solitude.
I want their smile to light up when they are excited,
Eyes that share their demons.
I want dances in the dark,
That turn into mornings tangled up in the sheets.
I want more…
I want early sunrises.
Late night kisses on the beach.
My body wants to be held.
But it is not sex that I am looking for.
I want something different.
I want more…
I want magic.
Mixed with some madness.
I want to be happy,
Together and apart.
I want to connect with their minds,
While their body is not near my own.
I want them happy to see me,
But comfortable not seeing me when I need to be alone.
I want them confident in who they are,
While also being vulnerably enough to tell me they want me.
I want to flirt and tease
Knowing the day will come where I allow him to enter my body.
But not for sex……
Nah,
I want more……
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